Thursday, February 2, 2017

Religious Freedom Executive order


That is the link above. 

Read for yourself. I will wait until tomorrow to actuauly have a melt down and really think about leaving the country. 

And I actually mean that. 

I will not be in a place where someone can discriminate against me just because their religion says that me being gay is wrong. 

I don't understand hate. It's such a powerful and strong word. 

I'm thinking about this. and, what if I lose my job teaching kids because my boss doesn't believe in supporting gays. Or my other job. Where do they stand? 

I have been gay or Bi, my whole life. I fall in love with people. Their actual souls and who they are. 

I have never been put into a situation where I felt threatened. I have been so lucky to have been surrounded by loving parents, family members and co workers. I don't understand why this is happening to the USA. 

I don't get it. How can this be? 

It makes my soul so sad. 

It hurts right now. 

until tomorrow. 

Thursday, January 5, 2017

Day 31- word for 2017

My word for 2017 is 


I've forgotten how to believe in myself and in my faith as a Buddhist. Ive forgotten that the sky is the limit. I've forgotten how I am a great choreographer. I am a great dance teacher. I've forgotten I CAN DO IT! I can move on. I can change my situation. I can achieve anything I put my mind too. 

Last year was change..... and I did change a lot in myself and in my life. But now it's time to take action and believe I can keep changing my situation. I'm scared and excited.

Day 5- best book

Ok well the best series I'm reading. Read all 6 books in 3 months. I think that is a record for me. Really it is. 

She has more coming out. I read one lady midnight but have to wait until May for the next  one. Now I'm reading the prequel of Mortal. And just finished that. 

I mean my mind is literally blown with this world. I want to live in this work.